since i was born, i started to decay

A slow version of “Teenage Angst”  by Placebo, live in Brixton, 1998… They came to South Africa around this time, the support act on a Garbage tour. My boyfriend and I caught a bus up to Jo’burg one day in the middle of end-of-year exams to see them. We had to take the bus back that same night; we couldn’t even stay to see Garbage. It was so worth it… The depth of Brian Molko’s black hole magnetism.

maak’s spirit

Some Belgian friends of friends, who have opened an art space called King Kong in Joburg in an old factory, bought these guys, Maak’s Spirit, over from that country to SA recently … they played for four days, every day and every night, for hours, before returning. I only saw one gig, wish I had seen more .. they warp reality with their genius ..

lisa hannigan – passenger

Lisa Hannigan performing her song “Passenger” outside Graywhale store in Salt Lake City, Utah, 11/2/09. Credits to Kyle M.

“Walking ’round Chicago I have smuggled you as cargo
Though you are far away unknowing
By the time we get to Salt Lake, I have packed you in my suitcase
Ironed the creases from my own remembering…”

jun togawa – mushi no onna – “pupa woman” (1984)

“There is a feeling I’ve had ever since childhood: that there exist many different “worlds” and I was born in the wrong one, a world I don’t quite fit into. I’ve felt this strong feeling of wrongness all through my life. There is no space for me in this world. Every time I believe I’ve finally found my place, someone comes to me and says “Go away! You’re not supposed to be here.” ~ Jun Togawa – more of this interview HERE.

Mushi No Onna (“Pupa-woman”) – translation from the internet…

In the forest, in the white moonlight, I dig in the ground and find many cicada chrysalises.
Ahh… Ahh…
They are my shape that has changed completely, thinking too much about you.
I am a woman who is an insect that sips sap in the forest, in the frozen moonlight.

When you finally notice me, I have already become an insect with a light brown belly
The mysterious grasses are parasitic on me, and a stem of sorrow grows up from my light brown back.
___

There is a very pretty video for the slow version of “Mushi no Onna“, but Sony Music has restricted its viewability on Youtube to Japan… ANNOYING! I have managed to find it, though (w00t) and you should watch it HERE. I can’t get it to embed properly, unfortunately.

The following is an intense live version of the more commonly available “punk” version of the song, which riffs on Pachelbel’s Canon:

Another translation:

Moonlight in the white forest
In all of the trees
Cicadas emerge from their chrysalises
Ah ah, ah ah

And so, as thoughts of you run through my head,
my body reaches the final stage of transformation
Moonlight in the frozen forest
Sipping sap, I am an insect woman

When you notice me
amber has filled me up
The girl who changed into an insect,
a parasite in the strange grass,
growing stems of sadness from her amber back

it’s hallowe’en!

… And I’m in Ireland, so i asked the ghost in the machine to post these on my behalf :)


Albert Ayler – Spirits (1964)


Disney’s Silly Symphony (1929)


Screaming Lord Sutch & The Savages – ‘Til The Following Night(1961)


Blacktop – “From Beyond”. Blacktop was a short-lived swamp-rock project from the mid ’90s by unheralded genius singer/guitarist Mick Collins of the Gories and the Dirtbombs.


The Bar-Kays – Holy Ghost


Kristin Hersh feat. Michael Stipe – Your Ghost


Clara Rockmore – Nocturne in C# minor

lisa hannigan – i don’t know

Lisa and co. performing her song “I Don’t Know” from the album Sea Sew. Directed and edited by Donal Dineen and Ian Cudmore. Shot in Dick Mac’s pub, Dingle, Ireland, 17 June 2008.

… Youtube comment in response:
“Camel Menthols. United States, Mexico, and Canada. I speak some French. I love driving, and beneath me is where I like my ground. I love to write letters, and I would panic no matter how I spoke with you. I love swimming in the sea. I’m a bit nocturnal… Especially when I stay up all night watching this video. I can’t dance. And yes, I think about it all the time. I would eat rubbish if you cooked it for me. I read novels and I don’t care how you draw or sleep. I think I would like your records.”

do you realize? (live) – the flaming lips with edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros

The Flaming Lips with Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros – “Do You Realize?” – performed at the Hollywood Cemetery in Los Angeles, California, 2011.

People from the future are going to look back and smile at all the little neo-hippies with their camera phones beaming their moment out into virtual eternity… Must have been beautiful to be in that jam, though.

if anything could ever feel this real forever…

And I wonder
when I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I’ll ever ask of you
You’ve got to promise not to stop when I say when
She sang

Dylan and Lauren (or Sandalwood, as they are calling themselves) perform their favourite track “Everlong”(originally by Foo Fighters) in the OxJam tent at Electric Picnic festival, Ireland, 2010.

Lauren (11) spotted the “Open Mic” sign outside the OxJam tent, grabbed her brother and barrelled over …within barely a minute I heard them announce “next up a brother and sister combo…” and I barely had time to get in with the camera, thankfully it took Dylan a minute to retune the borrowed guitar to drop-D.